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  • Contemplating death

    From Raskolynikov@21:1/5 to All on Thu Sep 21 15:01:40 2023
    The fear is only a moment
    The bullet is fast
    The peace is eternal

    Did I win the race
    Or earn the fire infernal?

    Just one moment
    Just one glance
    Just one body
    And my faith dissolves

    All the eternal suffering
    Seems in vain
    Seem to be lost in oblivion
    It's why I crave the booze and the porn

    Am I so lost?
    Am I so weak?
    For a moment I was winning
    But soon returned to the old, well known
    Losing streak

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